sublimation:
to calculate the possibility of running into someone you know;
a simple equation, a downpour of figures, a waterfall defenceless against
les fleurs du mal. understanding yourself as nothing but a number;
how five is the product of every quantity of five that has
ever existed.

definition, madame de l'amour:
existence is a explosion of colours oceans springing to bloom change is only a constant
all dreams are lucid every twitch caught on film a flick of an eyelid a nail scraping skin
trash devouring couture a snapshot of our matron wheeling about france in a solemn overture
wrapped in chanel and tin foil a peacock painted in shades of spite senseless in her innocence.

candy darling – the definition of wings, flying, weightlessness
chandelier - the sound of tall spires splitting against
badly worn limestone floors
impossibility - the purity of nothing, a void, delirium
mortality - the weight of the world resting on crooked marble shoulders
phosphoresce - not letting anything bother or interrupt, fireflies,
illuminating the dark, darkening the moonlight
road trip - a medieval game of endurance, master to marionette,
marionette to master

sirens - police cars, passion, silk stockings, icebergs,
the possibility of miniature flames escaping from a shotgun
tar - a most difficult type of stain, the clingy love of an infant,
unrequited, eternal, easily broken, easily destroyed.

luminance

dear diary,
in bleak blue silence crystals love without a beginning, without an end.

definition:
burning wax, candles - i am a skeletal figurine moulded by unsteady hands or
i am a shapeless mass in an empty room, the lack of shape gripping every atom, relentless anonymity or
the saintly purity of true lack of form, my nothing skin creating the nothing landscape of a monumental void,
fixed nonexistence expanding in every direction, fixed nonexistence taking control, the great emptiness fulfilling unspoken
prophecies, fulfilling itself and in that fulfilling absolutely nothing or
space absorbing itself for the final judgement: absolute zero like a strand of grass
an unimaginable inverted fire.

i never loved him.

definition:
destiny - the one that will not return without going
the wired light that will never cease to shine, to be crystallised.